Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Feeling Sad

We gave our cats to the humane society today.  I'm really upset about it still.  I've cried off and on since we decided to do it this morning.  This decision has been about 6 months coming though.  It doesn't make it any easier.

And the worst part for now?  I didn't even give the kitties a proper good-bye.  I was too upset.

I hope they find a good home that can give them the attention they deserve.  I'm so, so sad that I couldn't find that home for them.  God knows I tried.  I'm so, so sad that we could no longer be that home for them.  We tried to work on that too.

I can't fully believe they're gone.  I keep thinking I hear the little one mewing at the balcony door.

2 comments:

  1. I've had to do that. . . its so hard :( I'm so sorry- that is one of the hardest things to do ever. *hugs*

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  2. Thanks for commenting - it helps hearing someone else has been through it too

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