Saturday, July 17, 2010

This is good

As I was peeing for 197,468th time yesterday, my mind wandered into some interesting reflection. I realized that I finally feel like I'm becoming who I want to be. I like who I am, and I like who I am becoming. That's a wonderful feeling!

Seriously. I've spent many years with self-loathing. A sense that I'm not good enough, or other negative feelings toward myself. What a waste of energy! And so not healthy. And definitely not something I would want to pass onto Random Jr.

So I'm quite glad, that before Random Jr.'s arrival, I seem to have worked out this critical mental state...and truly have come to like myself. And to be comfortable being me.

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